You're not alone catastrophic. I retreat to my bed at 5 p.m. every day because I don't want to face the world anymore. I also usually wake up at 3 a.m. but don't actually get out bed until 7:45 a.m. or so. Being in bed seems so much easier than facing the world. Sounds like you're making a pretty good showing if you're able to hold down a full-time job. I can't seem to work at all and am stuck home isolating much of the day.