i am more depressed then i have every been in my life i didn't know depression could go this deep and feel this dark i grew up with this girl named (jessica) i've known her for almost 18 years and about 7 months ago we started dating and 2 days ago i found out that she died in a carwreck ppl say it was instant death i was eating at the time when i got the phone call from her mom she told me what was going on and instantly everything feel apart i havn't been to work in 3 days i havn't even ate right for the past 3 days i can barly keep a straight face before i feel like i am about to bust with tears i've done nothing but sleep and cry pretty much for the past 3 days i don't what to do now I'M SO STUCK IN LIFE AND DEPRESSION I DON"T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO TYPE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss her sooo much