My mood seems to have slipped further back. I really tried to keep busy and active but the big black cloud was there the whole day. I've lost the ability to smile again. I keep thinking how nice it was this time last week but it seems unreal, like it happened to someone else. I won't give up hope that this is a temporary setback until Friday, I know that seems a bit arbitrary but by then I should be over any hormonal stuff and I will have had a day to recover from the anxiety my upcoming doctor's appointment is causing. I feel so stupid for getting excited about feeling better, like I jinxed it. Trying really hard not to weep right now, I feel so sorry for myself.