So a couple weeks ago I was at church, and after service one of my friends asked me if I was ok. I said yeah, and that I was just thinking about stuff. He said 'good stuff I hope?' I was like, well not really. We just kinda sat there for a minute, and he was just watching me. So finally I told him I wasn't ok. I told him I'd been really depressed for the past several months and had slipped back in to a bad habit. He asked if this was the cutting thing, I said yes and asked if I had ever told him about it. He said no, but we were good enough friends for him to notice. I was surprised. I didn't think any of my friends knew because no one ever said anything. I'm not mad at him or anything, just surprised and wondering who else knew. Just weird I guess...
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