Today was a bad day. I got sucked into what happened with his ex, so I searched his Facebook until I found her and then looked through her public profile on Facebook. When that wasn't enough, I created a fake Facebook profile and friended her so I could see the rest of it. She didn't accept so I never got to see it. I came to my senses and deleted the fake profile but I sure feel like I'm losing my mind here. Hey, at least it's not detox.

I also saw him while out driving around today. Oh my god did that hurt.