(((((((( Jen ))))))))
You're a lovely gentle and kind person, one of the loveliest people here. Like Rohag, I wonder if this friendship was true . I too would be hurting deeply about something like this, it's not a crime to be sensitive, nor to be assertive when necessary. Please don't blame yourself, I know how hard that can be.

Much love, and peace to you,
Your friend,
Fuzzy