Its was not a regular session yesterday, as I was at the highest anxiety level as I have been in a while, plus, I forgot my anti anxiety pill in my h car, so I havent taken it in 4 days.
Anyway after processing some stuff, and after my t trying to get my anxiety levels down, since we could not talk csa , there was this 20 minute space, where she said, how do you want to use our 20 minutes, thats never happened to me in the world of therapy lol.

So since she was hinting at listening to guided imagery, I didnt want that, I said lets look at family pics on my iphone, so I always sit next to her when I show her pics, about a minute or two. I then take my chair and go back to my spot.

I dont know what happened this time, lmao I just stayed there next to her, so we were both kind of talking but next to each other. She said sweepy, I need you to go back to your reg spot.
Lots of thoughts entered my mind, one was she hates me being next to her. Then she told me, she needs to see me when we talk.

How would you feel about this.