I've been thinking about this for a while, since i first heard about aromanticism. i wonder if i am aromantic or my past CSA just messed up with me.

Anyone here is aromantic? or knows someone who is? or knows something about it?

i would like to hear your experiences, thoughts or i'd just appreciate any input really.

Thanks.

ps. i just did some further research and have found more about asexuality and sexual aversion as well. i am confused by all these informations. i guess i just need someone to talk with about all this.
i'd like to have a normal life (bf, husband, kids and enjoy them) but my thoughts and feelings dont go in the same direction. i am not happy as i am and dont know what to do about it or if i should just give up.