Been waking up depressed rather than anxious the last few days. Just had a couple good cries in the bathroom. It's hard right now while my son is home from school for the summer. I have to try to be sneaky when I feel the tears coming. Was sleeping on my husband's pillow after he went to work this morning and thought how flat it was; and in our other house before the fire he used 3 pillows, so that set me off. It's like you want to go home so badly but can't because it's gone. I miss my other home so much. Then something about Hurricane Sandy on the Weather Channel, so that set me off again because I brought my Sweets in the day of that hurricane because we got snow. I put him outside for the day and he didn't like the snow, so I just brought him in to stay with me for good. Only had him inside with me a year and a month before the fire took him, and my other cats, away from me. I just don't even like to hear about the hurricane now. So - just feel really sad and tears today.