It feels impossible to meet the kind of people i'd like to have friendships with. I feel uncomfortable, like I can't relate to other people and just emotionally detached. I'm social at work and people like me but in my personal life i'm a social hermit. It's been years since i've spent time with a friend and those times were when I was drinking (I don't drink at all now.) I'm starting to think that people who are also suffering from some form of mental illness would make better friends.