Hello all! Hopped on here last night for the first time. I'm a 42 year old married mother of one. I'm also mom to 4 furbaby's who I love dearly and help me cope more than anyone else. I was first diagnosed with major depressive disorder after my first suicide attempt at 16. Then generalized anxiety disorder was added, then social anxiety, then manic depression and finally ptsd. I am currently being treated for bipolar and having a real problem with managing my life while having this. I recently lost my job, health insurance, doc and as of tomorrow will be completely out of meds. I am scared out of my wits for myself and my family as I don't do well without meds. I have been a downer most of my life and am just now gaining an understanding of mania and its torturous ways. Crying a lot lately though and feeling alone. Due to many years in therapy I know when to reach out-so here I am.