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So asked my pdoc about the mini three day deep depressions I have gotten 5 times since april. Other than those I have been doing great.
He says - I am so treatment resistant and severe depression is so ingrained in me that there is a battle waging in my brain. Sometimes when I am burned out or stressed the depression wins for awhile. Then the meds and me battle back. Sounds like a good theory. I think he is right. It is when I have just finished something and feel kind of a let down, like what is next, that is when they seem to hit.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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