Hello all! I have been diagnosed with ADHD, Bipolar Disorder, and anxiety. I also have had a LOT of trauma both as an adult and a child. I am beginning to wonder if I also suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder.

I don't know whether the symptoms are due to Bipolar or what? I constantly fear abandonment and deception. I feel that everyone is going to screw me over. I don't have many friends because of this fear. I tell almost everyone everything about myself early on in every relationship. I feel like no one really cares enough about me. My schooling goes from As to Cs. I know I can do better than a C. I have switched my major like four times. I am easily bored, I feel empty a lot. And to top it off, I took an online test, and it said that I was extremely likely to have Borderline Personality Disorder.

Should I talk to my counselor? I do not see a psychologist, but only a family physician. I have been struggling to find a decent psychologist.