The past three days have been hell. I'm having the worst panic attacks. I believe it is the latuda. My doctor was able to get me in today. I'm hoping he can change my medicine and put me on med leave. I've never been this depressed, to the point of hurting myself which I will tell him about. I'm so tired of trying the medicine merry go round, but I can't keep living this way. I'm willing to go back on seroquel if need be even though I am pre-diabetic from it. I just don't know what to do, I can't stop crying. Maybe I need to go inpatient but I love the doctor I have. I'm lost.