if you had ppd, how long did it last? i have regular depression but there's this extra layer ever since having a baby a year ago.
i feel terrible
my baby cries and i want to scream. when he's a happy baby i'm happy but when he's upset my anxiety shoots up really high. this is my second kid. if i hear a baby cry like on tv or nearby, my anxiety shoots up and i want to punch a wall or hide and scream. when he was first born sometimes i would hide and cover my ears and my hubs would have to deal with him.
i'm in therapy and antidepressants don't work. i have a med my doc uses off label that had dealt mostly with my regular depression before i got pregnant (couldn't take while preggo). but it hasn't worked since having my baby
i'm very depressed and my t is very, very worried about me as is my hubs. it's been a year and i'm only getting worse.