Hello dc, i'm so sorry you're feeling this way. Perhaps it is because you've stopped taking your medication? Even though you felt better, perhaps you should take it for a bit longer yet?

"am I going to feel like this for the rest of my life" very few people ever FULLY recover from anorexia, and for most the thoughts a recurring so you will probably experience those feelings on and off through the years as you complete your recovery. When this happens though just remind yourself that it is something you can beat, remind yourself of how well you had been doing and use that as your inspiration to reach and exceed that point in the future.

(((dcs)))