I am so mad. I am so angry. I am so upset. I have been well for so long and now I am what I worked so hard not to be. I always think of food and how I will workout. I am now counting everything and losing control. Each day it is worse and worse. I have tried so hard to keep my head up but as my life seems to spin faster out of control and the faster I suddenly lose control. Why am I back to old habits and why have they arrived so sudden?????