I took the pledge today. So for the next twenty fouor hours suicide is not in my immediate plans.

Today was ridiculous. My caretakers have tied my appt.s and meds up into a giant Gordian knot. From moronic techs to arrogant doctors, they are making me jump through their freaking hoops like a trained dog. I know the best thing to do is put it out of my mind for awhile, and make sure I eat and take my meds and stay hydrated. Maybe I'll do a little artwork later or make blueberry muffins. Or both!

But for the next twenty four hours, suicide, get out of my back pocket. You are too heavy to carry around right now. So screw you-I have a life to live.