I welcome literally any thoughts or ideas about my situation.

I am severely clinically depressed, along with a diagnosis of generalized anxiety.

The sad thing about all of this is that externally , I should have nothing to be sad or to worry about --

I have a loving nuclear family, a loving girlfriend , am graduating from law school in a few months, and have a 6 figure job lined up, and just turned 26.

And yet, I have relatively little joy and really don't enjoy life.

I usually cry once or twice during the day and am literally filled with fear 90 percent of the time.

Other info: Stopping drinking completely has helped a bit (used to be a social drinker, 3-5 drinks, 4 times a month).

I thank you for all your help or advice in advance.