Cash you call your pdoc now and take a sleeping pill to get through the night? As for the bills are they on levelized payments? Have you applied for assistants through those companies? But for now call pdoc and rest.

Please get rid of all your extra meds. It only makes things worse being there.

If you saw me post this would respond with go to the ER? Than please go. You have to take care of yourself as well as you advocate us to.