Petunia,

I also think part of your shock, and other viewers as well, is that he looked so vibrant and happy. Also with Oprah's endorsement, it would all seem to say he had everything to live for.

When I'm going through hard times, I know I like to think someone else is doing well, and I hold dear to a little of their happiness and success.

Petunia, I'm sorry for your loss. He was your "friend". His vibrance shown into your life, and made it richer.

((((Petunia))))

Hugs and love,

EJ