I believe this is my last hurdle in recovering from childhood sexual abuse.

I'm currently at a loss as to how to tackle it. I have been experiencing this since I was a young child, definitely prior to puberty. The abuse started at age 4, so could be any time from then.

I'd like to know if there is anyone else who has experienced this? Have you overcome it? Would you like to discuss strategies to overcome it?

I couldn't find very much on the net, understandably. This is a very difficult thing to admit, there is a lot of (misguided) shame attached to it. It feels like you are wishing abuse on yourself, that it's so ingrained in your brain that you deserved the whole lot. However, I know logically this isn't true, and I believe I can release it, somehow. I guess I'd like to know I'm not alone.