Hello Sophia,

Sorry to hear that you are struggling too. And sorry that you are dealing with a moron of a teacher... (at least a moron regarding how to deal with people). I sincerely doubt that the teacher (or anyone really) would have the additional meaning of "leave life".

I think it was just poor communications between the two of you. And perhaps you are a bit extra-sensitive right now.

Either way - HUGS to you, and I hope you get some help.