Hi almondjoy. Yes, please tell your psychiatrist what you told us. As soon as possible. And you would be surprised how caring your family can be. I was scared for years to tell anyone. I thought my life would come crashing down if anyone knew but just the opposite happened. Don't be like me and wait 15 years to tell someone. Bulimia is highly addictive as it gives an adrenaline rush like when you're in a car crash. So get help now sweetie. PM me anytime if you want to talk, okay?

The blood you saw was probably from purging so hard. You said you were trying and trying to get more and more up and that can burst the capillaries in your throat and mix with the saliva and look like a lot more than there really is.

Take care of yourself okay hon?