Hi Unique and welcome to PC!

I hope you find it to be a helpful place. I am so sorry for everything that you are going through right now.

I was just wondering, are you seeing a therapist? You mention being diagnosed, are you being treated with any medication?

Please don't feel you need to answer that, I don't mean to pry, just trying to get an idea of where you are with being helped.

It's good that you joined, you'll find a lot of helpful, knowledgeable people here that are good listeners and will share their stories of things that helped them get through rough spots.

Keep posting and take care.

Petunia