Sad but also happy to hear how similar the story is so I'm not a lone freak! I also am a medicine manipulator. Certain of my meds I DON'T play with, some of the others",mmmm I'll take this because I feel this, I don't need that anymore", so on and so forth. Due to my issues I have a hard time staying @ a job, which means having no insurance, and NO scripts which also turns super bad relatively quickly.