Hey everyone i haven't been on here in what feels like forever. I'm sorry for that. I guess i've been trying to pretend that i'm ok. When everything just feels so wrong. From gaining weight to cutting my hair really short. I hate my hair and i know it sounds stupid but i miss my long hair. I don't know why i cut it.

I don't want to be alone tonight. But thats all i ever feel is alone. You know its like you think u can just push everything aside and pretend that your fine. Until one day you do something stupid and are left to deal with it. then you realize how truely not better you are. Stupid really it just took me cutting my hair.

I'm sorry i just feel so all alone.