Thanks gaylegg!

I also felt that lightness, as if an actual physical weight had been lifted from my shoulders. It was an amazing feeling. One more thing I don't have to worry about today.

Rainbowfairy-

You suggested a list of alternative actions to keep our minds busy. Perhaps you can think of some of those things and make a list for us?

If you don't see my around now and then, it's because I fight sleep. I will be up for 36 to 48 hours sometimes before I can sleep. It's not mania-it's just my natural pattern. Sometimes I will crash for 12 hours. But you don't need me for this. This is all about you. You make this pledge and you challenge the devils on your own. And give yourself an extra treat-you are courageous-and you deserve it!