I honestly can't tell whether I'm being laughed at or not at this point. Whether my feelings are "wrong" or "disordered", they're still real.

I was going over this stuff in therapy and was almost sold on the idea until now because at least my feelings were still considered real and not simply laughed at. I really would like to have a discussion about feeling alien within the human race, but I see that I'm so alien, that no one can relate or can't understand what I'm saying.