I don't think your feelings are wrong or disordered. They are legitimate. You are a person with feelings. Not all of us have the innate ability to socialize. I certainly don't.
I can relate to your posts. My entire existence has been in the outer periphery. It mattered a lot more when I was an adolescent and young adult. Now, that I am in my thirties I am not bothered as much by my solitude. I have started to embrace it and use it to my advantage. I'm discovering now.
You seem to be a thinker. Thinkers are different, which makes it hard for them to relate to others. Could that be isolating you?
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