Thank you so much for helping me pull through yesterday, it was a tough one! It can take up to 7days for DSS to approve you for an emergency application? & 30days for a regular one. I did eat, a 1/4 head of lettuce and 1/2 a carrot w/ dressing (the foods the kid doesn't like). I've got a serious fear of the ER in regards to mental health issues, fear of being committed &fear of seeing or being treated by past co-workers. I haven't seen anyone from the hospital since I got fired 6 weeks ago. How awkward would that be-ugh! Things are better today. My only friend brought me dominoes for lunch, I thought I would stuff myself- funny thing was,I couldn't! I piece of pizza and one molten lava cake and I felt like I had eaten a thanksgiving dinner! + the sugar overwhelmed my system to say the least. Then, while cleaning the house, I found a bag of depakote samples I got a while ago, didn't like them then,but maybe they will be better since they won't be combined with the other meds. I figure it's worth a try. Sorry for the ramble, just wanted to show my gratitude!