Hello ExoticChaos and welcome to the forums here.

There are a lot of programs available for people who can not afford, or think they cannot afford care. I know it sucks but not being able to pay is not an acceptable reason to suffer. But there are programs available, sometimes there are free clinics or clinics that provide help on a sliding scale based on what you can afford. I think you could probably start by contacting your local hospital and ask for their mental health department and ask what kinds of programs are available in your community. If you are a member of a church or temple they also sometimes have programs to help people pay for health care. I know so some people who had most or all of their hospital, followup, and prescription bills paid for by community programs.

Keep looking and good luck. On this board you will find a lot of helpful and supportive people who can help you by letting you express your feelings and also offering their experience and knowledge of other resources that are available.

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