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Originally Posted by kittyfaye
Been sleeping horribly, or not at all. I feel like I'm a failure at life and nobody likes me. I feel stupid. I think I'm going crazy. My brain never stops. If I'm not talking in my head, there's random song lyrics going rapidly through my head song after song after song. I never feel at peace. I live in a town where there are no pdocs within an hour away. There's no support groups here either. I'm all alone.
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I just noticed you are on the same meds as me. My pdoc just started me on wellbutrin 150mg 2 per day. He also increased my buspirone from 5mg twice a day to 10mg twice a day. On some level the wellbutrin seems to be helping me but I also notice I am not sleeping well since I started taking it. I wonder if it has stimulant properties. You are not a failure and you are not stupid. I think depression makes us think that about ourselves and all we have to do is have one negative encounter with somebody and that reinforces that feeling. I wish and pray for all of us to obtain peace.