thanks for the reply waiting4 yes this situation is really immature. I feel in debted to him because he treated me so kindly and normal sorta speak..you see I have hsv2...he is the first guy ive been with since I found out my diagnosis..he doesn't treat me like a leper......I know ultimately I cannot depend on anyone to make me happy it has to be within..im just going to take it one day at a time....