I'm cranky and I'm a bit worried how that will work out for me. I'm longing to go out and socialize, but experience with people has left me cold inside in terms of relationships other than family. I guess you could say I'm feeling cynical. People just disappoint me, they aren't nice, kind, or reliable, outside of a few in my family. Hoping to see one of them tomorrow so this crappy mood dissipates. I hate it. Hoping this isn't a precursor to my mood changing, either, as I really had been doing better. I'm just ruminating to past offenses made against me far too much. Farr too much....