Exotic Chaos,
I am sorry that I do not have much advice for you right now but I just wanted to welcome you to the forums here. I know that someone will beable to answer your questions better then I.

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee