i dont have job for two months for the restaurant where i work before is under renovation so i try to look for other jobs but then i keep failing in interviews. So i am disappointed with myself until now. I dont get any other job on my own. So i have no choice but to
continue to work at that restaurant where in i made terrible memories and experiences.
I experienced bullying there from coworkers but i couldnt blame them. The blame is on
me, i know. I've been working there for over a year but im like a new worker everytime, i move so slow and keep mistakes, i often been yelled at,most of the time the subject in
gossips, embarrassed. I was always waiting for the management to fire me but they never did. And i heard one of these days that reataurant will open and start to operate
again but i havent get any call from the company to tell me to get ready to get back to
work yet, i used to keep in touch with my supervisor but she never say anything about it.
I am afraid i might have lost the job. Though i have so much painful experiences there i
still want to get back in order to earn in order to help in order to live but what now?what am i suppose to do? Should i ask them if i am still welcome to work there?what to do?its
killing me inside.please help.