Hi, Snowhite 77. I have a borderline personality disorder too. Being in intimate relationships have always been extremely difficult for me too. Sometimes we feel a if we're the ones who get it wrong but the fact is that sometimes it's the other person.

You deserve a lot so don't feel like there's not much hope. Just try and concentrate on yourself right now. It may be lonely but think of it this way. You have your freedom. I wish I had mine. I would do just about anything to NOT be in a relationship. So take care of yourself and learn more about what you want in life, not just in a personal relationship.

Sometimes when you least expect it, a great person comes into our lives. I'm glad you posted. I'm sure others will be able to identify with you too.