I agree with "Curiosity" and "Innerzone". Im 22 and live with mom so I can't say I know what it's like to experience these problems. What I can say is that I dont want you to give up on yourself.....ever. When you're experiencing depression, it can be so painful that the thought of suicide is very tempting but I dont want the depression to lead us to destroying ourselves. We just have to ride it out. Life throws $hit at you and then you get depression, it's like a double whammy lol. You have to be a really strong person to be able to live like that and I believe everyone here is really brave and really strong for still being alive and surviving despite these obstacles.