I'm forcing myself to sit up for more than 10 minutes, because I haven't been out of bed for longer than that since 4:00 yesterday afternoon. I'm forcing myself to try to eat, but nothing sounds or tastes good, it's too much effort to swallow, and every time I do I feel like throwing up immediately. It requires too much effort to take a shower, but suppose I can get away with that one for the weekend, since I'm not going anywhere anyway and no one will see me.

Depression sucks. Somebody tell me it gets better. I know it does, but it's hard to see right now.