It does get better. I know the feelings you're describing SO well. I was feeling that way a couple of months ago... food was just such a huge EFFORT. First of all, nothing seems the least bit appetizing and chewing and swallowing requires more effort than it's worth... and what's the freaking point in showering? A whole lot of effort. For what? So I have been there. Many times... and the last time I felt that way, a week later I felt good again. You never know when you're going to just snap out of it. It's so hard to hang in there when you feel that crappy, but it WILL GET BETTER. Just do what you can. Make any little effort you can. Even the smallest thing -- like washing your face, brushing your teeth, or eating a bowl of soup, or making yourself go outside for a bit -- can make you feel a wee bit better. It's hard as hell to do those things, but just doing one of them can lead to doing more. The *****-coloured glasses will come off soon. ((((candybear))))