Had a run in with a coworker yesterday. I spoke to the boss and everything I said was correct, but I could have used a little more tact. I dont know how to fix that. Its been SO much worse since I got the mirena. This is the second problem I have had a work in 2 months. The first time I had a horrible 4 days ruminating over it and now I havent stopped ruminating over this issue either. Its causing suicidal thoughts, I am so over these hormone changes affecting everything in my life. I asked my boss if perhaps I should have time off when the hormones are acting up, she told me to relax. I cant relax unless I have a plan in place to STOP this happening again.

I've spoken with my therapist about these things but she always says I am being very rational. How can I be the rational one if I keep having problems? Im constantly told I am the most sane person my friends have ever met but why do I keep having issues? My friend told me that relationships are usually not very rational, that makes things really hard. I just want it all to stop, why cant I just get on with my life?