Since I have been trying to talk to my fiancé calmly about what's going on with me and he's been trying to respond without anger because he's confused, things have gotten a smidge better. I'm still dealing with the energy it takes to get out of bed in the morning which poses a problem to going to work and getting up with the kids. And I'm still stuck in my head, trying to determine what's real and what I'm making up in my chaos rages.