BOLONEY you're not allowed to not feel anything!
Fuzzybear, I was taught that I wasn't allowed to ever be sad or mad ... they were "bad". They aren't. You're allowed to feel however you want, whatever you want to express. You're allowed to be sad, in pain, miserable... it's YOUR hurt, nobody can tell you you're not allowed to feel. It sucks feeling crummy, but you're allowed to feel that way.
Anything I can do to help?
Love you my friend
(((((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))))))))