Dear only, I feel so sorry you are going thru this. I am only learning about this disorder. I think the members above have given you excellent advice incase this happens again. Its an amazing story, and so is the one about the person ending up in Hawaii. You didn't mention if you had seen a Dr about this.... you certainly have a very interesting story and I do believe a good Dr can help you.... I wish I knew more. Good luck though and please don't be afraid, at least you are understanding what is happening... that is the first start.