Secret Garden is a newbie and reached the max number of posts a newbie can make the first day, but she asked for me to post to say that she very much appreciated everyone's replies and that they really helped.

In her words:

Fayerody- I can see why you are legendary. You really hit the old nail on the head. I appreciate your empathy and relating your thoughts. I fluctuate between saying I want to bump up therapy and I need to just accept what is. I feel that accepting what is is like giving up...but then hitting the wall of difficulty. So emotional.

Canders- Thanks for your encouragement and thanks for letting me know what those red/black numbers mean. That helps with a bit of the bogglement

Secret Garden will write more tomorrow when she can!

ECHOES