Well I talked to my t today at her office. She is so wonderful; it helped get this stuff out of my head. I showed her my set backs (cuts). She got me to sign a release to speak to a few people on my behalf. She is phoning both of my doctors today. family doc and pdoc. She wants to set something in place for after I take my kids to dads. I was so happy to hear her say; "I do not question your abilities to parent, I see you with your kids and you are a good mom. You are stuck in this depression and we are going to do everything to help you with this. I think time away would be useful as I feel you need a break from all of this." My t have followed me through all of this and she knows that I have sunk myself into this fight for custody and getting my kids help; she thinks that I have forgotten about me and my health. That I am at the point of being drained both mentally and physically; I agree. She said that my physical health needs to be closely looked at and monitored. She felt bad but she said I look very ill. My face looks drawn and the weight I have lost worries her. I have dark circles under my eyes. I didnt notice it but she did. Anyway, I will let u know how it goes.
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