I feel a little better knowing that someone is looking out for you and will make sure that you are taken care of. It just doesn't have to stay so bad like this. I'm glad they are working with you on needing to be a mom to your kids, and that you are going to get help.

<font color=orange>"If a light beckons to you, follow it. If it leads you into the quagmire, you'll probably find your way out of it again; but if you don't follow it, you'll be plagued for the rest of your life by the thought that perhaps it was your star." Friedrich Hebbet</font color=orange>