I'm not a big believer in the use of meds and therapy for me. I suppose it's a mixture of not having professionals i can trust and a part of me that feels if i can't mostly sort myself out, how can others help?

Life's been pretty rough i won't lie. I don't think i'll reach old age or be someone who desperately clings to life. But i try and help others, fight for important causes, appropriate meaning even if i can't give it to myself. Maybe that's the trick. I mean it's a distraction if nothing else.

I wish you luck.