Sounds like a contest challenge to me!

Thanks (((((((((((((Juliana)))))))))) for just responding. I feel very very isolated right now. blah.

I'd do any of that but I can't concentrate on reading and the movies I have would be more triggerish. (I have a "thing" for horror movies) Thanks for the suggestions regardless.

*possible trig*

I'll try to be good but I dont know how much longer I can put up with being me ... I just need to stop shaking. Just need to get ahold of myself. Argh. I'm patthetic. I wish I could slap myself out of this.